The waiting….

  It seems like I am witnessing my mist worst days of life…. days? Oh no… it’s the whole year! 2015 is like worst year of my life…. nothing happened good and it was boaring too… I wish this year will end soon… well it’s November… and the end of the month is coming soon… and then a week or later it will be December…. maybe it’s not the year end… it’s the changes I am waiting for…. my life is like aimless…. I thought he was my destiny… but I think I am proved wrong…. I was betrayed… I am suffering….. what to do… will you not give him one chance? Just one ? He gives you so many… at least he deserves one more… trust him…

But only for once…. I can’t take it anymore..
I am finished… I don’t know but something has kept me alive…..

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Small time relationship…♡

I don’t have a boyfriend. But it was my wish that I wanted at least one affair before marriage.  I downloaded the app we chat. But it was a worse app. Vulgar people , vulgar request… Ew! I was so upset. But still I met a guy on we chat. He was pretty nice. I thought we will get along well. But then he started to ask me to give him my sexy photos and that was the moment I got so angry on him. I can’t do that! I uninstalled the app. But still he called me. I told him to come on what’s app or hike. But he didn’t came. He thought I was lying.  He thought I lied him that I live in kolkata but I am telling him that I live in aurangabad. But I told him that I live in Maharashtra in aurangabad.  But he didn’t believed in me and said he don’t want to talk with me anymore. Ok… fine! Go! But I will tell you that I don’t lie! I told everything truth.  Still you don’t want to believe me! Ok.. maybe it is fine to leave each other….

Aishwarya shinde.

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My Diary

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   I have heard about many true love stories and I always wanted to feel how it feels when you truly fall in love with someone. Well, it always says that ‘Be Careful what you wish for’ and now I think I shouldn’t have wished that. I wanted to fall truely in love with someone.
    I actually fall in love with someone. Many positive things happen because of his love. But the problem is now I want to forget him and I can’t. He is totally dissolved in me and it’s hard to forget him. Well, the person I fall for don’t know me & I don’t if we will meet someday. I believe we will meet but nobody believe on my believe that we will meet.
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    I feel he is a good guy. But I think others don’t think like that. I believe on myself but, nobody believe on me. I was so stressed because of that.
   Now… I think others opinion are not important.  What truly important is that I believe on my feelings and myself…. I know he will come…. and when he will come truly…. people will see that… nothing is impossible and the word says itself. ‘I am possible’…. if you truly ask for something by heart…. you get that… I believe… do you?

– Aishwarya

Believe in power of Love…♡

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What is love? Love means loving someone beyond their imagination… love is a feeling… But love….   love more than that…
     Yes, love is a feeling.  It’s true. But love is energy which is really powerful. It is very powerful.  The person who is in love can sometimes do the things which he cannot do. Love is a power which can make anything happen. Which can turn impossible into possible. How you ever been in love?

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     Many people says love is blind. But is not true. Some people who are totally in love with someone agreed to do anything for that person; anything means bad things too.. and now I will say it is love… it means you are slave… you do whatever your master tells you to do… you don’t know what is right , what is wrong you just do whatever your master tells you to do… this is not love… then what is love? Let me tell you a story about power of Love……
     ‘ once god created a very powerful energy. It was a very powerful power. God decided to hide it from humans. What if they got discover about this power? They will misuse the power. He asked to other gods where to hide it?
  

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Some said on the top of huge mountain. But god says that in future humans will reach there too. Some said in a deep ocean. But again god says that in future humans will reach there too. Then someone said that hide it in inside the humans.  Because humans never looks inside of them. So god hide it in inside the humans.
  Since that time we are searching the power of love. But we never found it. Because it is not outside. It is in our hearts. The power is within us . . . ‘
   Feel the power of love… let it go…. use it for goodness… there is nothing powerful than power of love….

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